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Thursday, April 24, 2008

I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL!!! AHHH!

i can't take this anymore. i hate school, i hate everything about school. i dread to go to school, it feels like a prison to me. ahhhh, i hate it! nvm, no one will understand it. its MY feelings anyway. i can't take it anymore. i have reached my limit.
ok fine, i know its my fault, its my fault to take up so many things, it my fault to be so lazy, its my fault to not do work, its my fault to talk in class, but must you do this to me? what's wrong with you, if you want to scold me then scold la, why must you go one big round just to shoot me. must you do that in class? must you compare and give that sarcastic tone? what's wrong? at least i improve right? i'm late anymore. i don't care if you find out that i'm talking about you, because i'm just venting my anger at my blog. plus your name is not stated so you have no prove to say that i'm scolding you. i hate this, why must be restricted even when writing on our own blog. i hate this, i hate school, i hate the school policy, i hate everything. i have nothing to look forward to, i have nothing to achieve, i have nothing to gain. ahhhh, please look at my strength and look at my improvements, i hate all the scoldings and nagging from you. what i need is encouragement and its lacking from you. stop thinking that you are giving your best to help us or even me because you are not. i hate this, i can't stand this. what is wrong? I NEED HELP! DO YOU GET ME? I NEED HELP! how can i do my work when i'm always so tired? and when i don't do my work i'll be penalised and get suspended. i hate this, i don't ask for extra time because i know no one will ever listen to me. no one will accept what i say, my reasons. they will just ask me to manage my time well, and then they will compare. why can others do it and not you? whatever la, different ppl have different strength and weaknesses right. i hate it, i'm so tired of explaining and getting scolded. do you know that there are many times that i almost break down in class? no you don't, because i held back my tears and pretended to laugh. I HATE THIS. ahhhhh i look forward to holidays much more than the rest. ahhhh, i don't feel like going back to that prison. if you find out, i hope you know how much i hate you.

bubbles left at 10:03 pm
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