Thursday, August 09, 2007
BOO!
so, yesterday 8th of august 2007 marks the end of my ex-co journey in kc 1st students' council. i guess yesterday was a day that i cried the most! haha, how much i treasured being a kc councillor, how much i love the councillors, how much tears i have shed, how much laughing gas i have produced, and how much more i could do. yeh, installation was really a meaningful one. i cried even before going up on stage and sorry Lia i made you cry too. yeh, i guess my journey from prefect to council was really an interesting one. i reached rock bottom many many times and even wanted to give up, but i'm glad i pulled through, and ended the race that i've started. i wanna thank every single councillor for making my life filled with much joy and laughter. i felt so warm during community singing, seeing everyone so united and singing "HOME" together. yes i cried, haha, i felt like a cry baby but i just couldn't help it. reminiscing all the memories i had through council makes me feel that all the things that i've gone through is worth it. i've grown so much and made so many friends, friends who treated me like sisters, friends who i can count on. i felt as if i had a second family.
thanks a lot to my welfare com members for pushing me through, if not for all of you, i would have given up the role as the head of welfare. i've always looked forward to welfare meeting, where we gossip and laugh at almost everything. oh yes, i'll miss the times when all of you whine and try get your way out from doing the quote of the day. haha, its really funny though i'll have a hard time trying to persuade all of you. i know for myself that i haven't been a really good com head but at least i created a bond within the welfare com. thanks a lot for all of your time and effort. we may not be the ideal com but we are the most united! i really love my welfare com, i know how much each and everyone of you supported me. although i'm reluctant to let go, i'm sure all of you will not let me down and continue with the tradition! welfare com shall always be united and not leave anyone out! thank you!
thanks a lot to the seniors for always going crazy and giving me advise! all of you have made a great impact in my life. thank you so much for always not giving up and also going crazy with me! the friendship between us is very strong, so strong that it'll never break. i'm so glad that at least we were given a chance to understand each other and also a chance to work together! if not for the camp, i guess we will not have such great bond between us. thank you for going through the journey together ever since i was a trainee. thank you for all the help given, you all did not fail to put a smile on my face!
thanks a lot to my dearest ex co for always guiding me through the tough times. i'm really sorry for whatever i've done before that hurt all of you. really really sorry. i'm glad i went back on track and brought myself back into ex co! without the support of all of you, i wouldn't have finish this journey as an ex-co. i would have really let go everything. i guess all the hard times brought all of us closer. really sorry that i'm always not there for all the outings and always isolating myself. all of you have been so patient with me. i'm really glad to have all of you, especially at times when i'm so irritated by her over all the welfare stuff. sorry for always venting out my anger and shouting for no apparent reason during meetings. no more meetings during recess! boohooo!
thanks a lot to all the juniors, all of you have never fail to make me smile. being the playful me, i guess all of you have tasted the pinch before. haha, weeeeeee. how fun! thank you for all the cute smiles! haha, yeh cute! weeeee, especially the sec 2s, thanks a lot for always acknowledging me with those vigorous wave. haha, to all the sec 3s, thank you so much for going through so much with me. to the ex-junior councillors, thank you for all your support since last year, i'll never forget the times we spend together, doing duties, playing, camps....etc. to all the sec 3 ex-trainees, thank you so much for always giving your best. you all sure motivated me to work harder! though we only worked together for less than a year, i can still feel a strong bond between us! thank you so much!
ok this is going to be a very long post, so if you are tired of reading, you can come back later. haha.
ok so, what's life being a councillor? i guess being in the council, my life has became more meaningful. it added so much colours to my life and it allows me to have something for me to aim for. sometimes, it is tough being a councillor, espcially when we are suppose to be role models. its kind of hard for me because of my playful character, but i'm glad i pulled through this. its hard being a councillor and i've break down so many times due to all the shit that the teachers gave and also the stress to meet datelines and all. its even worse being the ex-co of the 1st students' council. i believe we didn't have much support from the teachers as well as the student body. this made it much harder for us to play the role of the bridge between the teachers and the student body, because both end didn't give enough support and so the bridge was rather unstable. yeh, i didn't like the fact that we were all alone working for nothing and so i started to dread all the things that got to do with council. i started to not give my best and do last minute work. i guess at that time, i wasn't a good role model for the school and also for my juniors. yeh, then i guess something struck me and i decided to strive hard again, and that's when i really found myself enjoying my life in kc. students' council have indeed made my life in kc much more interesting. facing all the challenges and building up the confidence to bring ppl together actually is quite fun. haha, to be who i am now, i have to really be very thankful to be a councillor. i change a lot ever since i join prefects, i've found my true friends, i've became more aware of myself and my surrounding. i'm proud to be a councillor, i wish i could do more. hai, kind of regret not doing much more when i was still a councillor. i had so many things in mind, but i guess i was too lazy to execute it? haha, yeh, anyway i'm currently having a mental block, haha, so all i want to say is thank you for having a chance to be a councillor.
for everyone who hasn't step down, don't give up! the last thing you should think of is to give up. if all of us just give up when we make a mistake or when we face challenges, then we will never be able to taste success. the climax of a show is always in the middle and what we go through is more important. as long as we know that we gave our best, we will have no regrets. everyone will fall at times, even the most capable person will break down through this journey, it all depends on us. how do you stand up? using your own feet right? thousands of ppl can be pulling you up from that fall, but it all depends on you to stand upright on your own feet. whenever you feel alone, look around you, you will find that you have your family and friends to fall back on. NEVER SAY DIE! haha, work hard yeh!
oh yes, i have to thank my buddy too! thank you buddy for always being there for me and ever so willing to collect my rubbish. haha, i'm so glad to have such a buddy! a buddy who never complains when i vent, a buddy who shares her life story with me, a buddy who makes me laugh, a buddy who is so similar to me, a buddy who is willing to spend time with me, a buddy who always encourages and motivates me, a buddy who is like my sister ....etc. i hope my buddy will stay happy and not give up. i hope my buddy will always feel motivated and not be sad anymore. i hope to see my buddy laugh like before and i hope my buddy will push through this tough time! go go go buddy! believe in yourself, i'll carry you through this journey, till you are ready to walk on your own. thank you buddy!
i am going to miss every single thing i did in kc when i graduate. KC has brought much meaning into my life. KC allowed me to know the importance of friends and also the imprtance of believing in youself. the only person that you can truly 100% rely on is yourself, so if you yourself don't believe then who will?
~i am a councillor~
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