Saturday, December 30, 2006
Boo!
ha ha, ok wow i'm like blogging. ok, i didn't expect myself to blog too lah. whatever it is, i'm very bored and i have to start on my homework. yeh, i'm thinking a lot too, about 'O's, school, SC, JAP and also friendship. ok, the most stress one will be 'O's lah, but what troubles me most must bo none other than friendship. i don't know, i'm always blowing up when i'm not suppose to, or rather not to them. so sorry, i guess if you all read this, you will know. i feel much happier with my W group. yeh, i just feel more comfortable and natural. i admit i was piss at you all then, but i know i shouldn't have, well its hard for me not to feel that way. argh~ i don't know why i'm always feeling this way when we all are together. i thought it was over, but it feels as if its coming back, i don't want it to be that way. i want us to be as close as when we are in FF, PB. argh~ i really hate this feeling. i feel better when i'm with the others, i'm sorry for feeling this way. my mind is just going and i can't control my thoughts.
Alright, shall not talk about that, so saddening. ha ha, yeh, school is starting, i'm always saying that. i don't feel like going to school, but at the same time i also feel like. ha ha, ok . i'm excited to see how the trainees will work! ha ha, trainees work hard yeh, i'm starting to see some potential in some of you, please don't disappoint me! First day of school will really be a busy and fast day. i guess everyone have to be much more alert. yeh, ha ha, yeh, first week in fact. juniors too ok, don't disappoint me! seniors, you all will have to really help us guide the trainees and juniors, let's work hard together! go go SC! i'm glad my passion for it is back!
~believe in yourself~
-------------------JJ Tan H.O.W in the W.O.W---------------------
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Boo!
ha ha, ok i'm blogging due to boredom. anyway, i've recently watched lead and w-inds concert dvd, thanks to soek soek. ha ha, i'm in love with it. ha ha. yeh, both keita from lead and w-inds are really damn cute. ahhh, they make me so high ok. ha ha, lead's dance moves are really wow. Their hip hop and breakdancing is super cool. i prefered lead's concert to w-inds one lah, because its like more 'high'. ha ha, but w-inds one is still good. yeh, i'm so happy while watching, i'm like smiling to the computer. ha ha, so cute!!!
yes, board meeting today too, had my committee meeting two days ago. sorry W.O.Wers, we discussed so much about canteen and in the end everything is scrape off. however, i really appreciate all of your enthusiasm. i love my committee members, they really make my day. i'm so touched by our unity, i hope it will continue to be like this. yeh, so the trainees know about their committee today and me too also know who are in my committe. yeh, i laughed during the meeting while i was talking and its damn embarrassing! ha ha, actually i also don't know why i laugh. ha ha, interesting.
i realised i'm doing injustice things to my body and that is to eat fast food! oh my goodness, i'm like eating so much rubbish, plus i've no ballet lessons for these two weeks. man, i hope i don't put on weight, shall exercise. ha ha, undone homework and O level are stressing me up ok. ahhhh, so fast! i'll be sec 4 in less than 5 days time. Last year in kc, so sad, i'm starting to miss the school already, i don't wanna leave my friends, my beloved SC, my school facilities, my akira fan, my everything in the school!!!! boo hoo~ i guess the only thing i can do now is to work hard and score well for O levels.
~Nobody is Perfect~
---------------------- JJ Tan H.O.W in the W.O.W ----------------------
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
hey everyone!
ok, i came to blog. ahhh, don't know why, just had the urge to. anyway, today is a bad day for me, really bad, i guess i wasn't even happy once. had to relieve class today and i realised that i only brought back one cd instead of 4, so i decided to burn one since i saved it in my com. ok, so i did and in the end, i forgot to bring! my goodness, can you beat it? ahhh, i only remembered when i was in the bus on my way to tpy. rahhh, so angry with myself ok. erghh~ ok so bus-ed down to tpy and waited for a taxi to go to t plaza. yes, it was raining cats and dogs and it was so hard for me to get a taxi. my class was at 10.45 and i reached toy at about 10.20. not so bad because it only takes 10 mins to reach t plaza. for the first few mins all the taxis were hired, not too bad, then when i finally realised an empty cab, i missed it. that's fine still. after that, so many empty cabs without on call just when passed me like that without realising that a poor girl is trying so hard to get a cab in order not to be late rahh, and its not one or two, its 4 or 5. ahhhhh, i wanted to cry already ok, ahhhh. finally, i decided to take out my umbrella and walk further down, so i got a cab. but by that time its already 10.40. erghh, so i was late. but i replaced the time. classes there were bleah~ i shall not go into detail. anyway i was really feeling very lousy, so bad that i almost cried. so after class, went back for ballet. the bus journey was so long and cold. i was really truly frozen in the bus. yeh, so i went back. help on the preparation for the christmas party. ok i did really badly for the christmas party, i was so disappointed with myself. i guess the others too lah. i feel really bad. its such a bad day for me. thankfully i recalled how happy i was in the councillors' christmas party. at least that made me felt better.
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Friday, December 08, 2006
Hello!!!
It has been a loooooooooooooong time since i blogged! ha ha, so i have so many things to blog about! yeh, let's see pulau tinggi trip, meeetings, ballet, chalet, christmas party....etc. wow, so i guess its gonna be really long. ha ha. so WARNING : This post will defintely be very long, so if you are too tired to read, please kindly click at the second last bubble to link to someone elses blog! ha ha. yes so i shall begin.
Firsly, PULAU TINGGI TRIP!!! proudly presenting the facilitators : Saiful, uncle, Way Jiunn, Mel, Keith, Rong Sheng, Lawrence and Grace. ha ha, ok it was really fun, especially the second day ok. my group is so perfect lah, me, pris, lyn lyn, ri ri and melissa! our facil was uncle. ha ha, as usual i was telling my lame jokes non-stop so i guess the trip was noisy. ha ha. yeh, the first day was mainly travelling and theory. I slept throughout the bus ride from singapore to malaysia! so tired ok, woke up so early that day. ha ha, so it was sleep time for me. the ferry was fun lah, my lameness got activated so i started crapping. ha ha, yeh then we went to the front of the ferry. WOOOO~ so windy ok, ha ha, i felt as if i was flying! ha ha, crystal is so funny, she was like " eh, the other island very close to us right, can i touch it? " ha ha, i was laughing like mad lah. wow, you've got such long arms hurh. anyway, it was really a long ride from singapore to pulau tinggi. ok so we are at dreamz inn. well, some ppl thought otherwise because of the condition of the place. ha ha, ok lah, not very bad i guess. so the theory starts, we learnt the finding of north thing, first aid and watermanship. yeh, i think its called watermanship. ha ha, so we learnt this shadow method which took me like a long time to get it, but at least i still got it. ha ha. the first aid was new to me, now i can bandage an fractured arm ok. ha ha, i think the most hilarious one was the watermanship, everyone has to wear a live jacket (which cho always calls it liveguard). when we go into the water, our live jacket just floats up and we look damn funny lah. ha ha, i was laughing away in the sea. ha ha, cho and tjoe were non-swimmers so they were relunctant to go into the sea i guess, ha ha, their expression too was hilarious. ha ha, so yeh that's about day one. wah, so long already, nevermind. Now, Day 2. The facils cheated us ok, they said we were going on a tour around tinggi. half way on the ferry, there was this senario card and we had to bring items from the ferry to the shore by swimming. so we jumped into the sea and started swimming, ha ha. oh yeh, sorry alicia about the tissue, ok i shall not go into details about it. so we swam and swam and finally, we reached the shore! Yay, so happy! then, comes the second senario card, we had to build a shelter! man ok, oh yes i forgot to say, we learnt how to build shelter too in day 1. yeh, so we did. we used all the items that we brought there to build the shelter. we came out with many ideas and finally came to a conclusion that we should push the bottom part of the bamboo (our shelter) into the sand so some of us including started digging. wooo~i dug a hole ok, i deep one. so proud of myself, yeh. ha ha, now half way through the third card came, man. now we have to escape from the ' local natives ' and they specified that we have to run towards north. so some pack up some find north and guess what, north was towards the jungle. i knew it ok, ha ha, so survivor like. oh yes yes, there was like multiple faeces on the ground lah, so ... HUGE!!! ha ha, so yes we started hiking through the woods. its really fun, i enjoyed it ok, ha ha but the mosquitoes were irrtating. i got bitten so many times ok. boo hoo. ha ha, anyway it was slippery and quite hard to walk lah but everyone still bite the bullet and moved on so that's real good. ha ha. oh yes, anne is infront of me during the hike and there's like dozenz of ants around. everyone was shouting " ants, ants!" and anne was like " you all calling me? ". ha ha, i was laughing like hell lah, ha ha. it was fun lah, and i think i kind of like destroyed nature. ha ha, i broke so many branches because it was in our way, so sorry branches. back to tinggi and had quite a long break, then was the games. ha ha, the most fun one. ha ha. we did three games and our group was having so much fun, especially the coconut station. oh yes, during the swing station, we missed cheryl ng and she was like screaming away, ha ha. that was the most hilarious part. anyway the picture is taken so cheryl, everyone will remember that moment! ha ha.
we had reflections for both nights and i thought both sessions were great. i understand more about everyone and thanks to Way Jiunn's inspiring speeches. yeh, there were many talks among the facils and ex-co and i thought it was all really good lah, at least i learnt something from every talk. talks within ex-cos were fun too and we really laugh about everything. ha ha. oh yes, i found myself a new job during the camp and that is " the bug catcher " ha ha, i squashed and killed many bugs and they all ended up in the toilet bowl. sorry bugs, ha ha i didn't do it on purpose!
day 3 was memorable too, we watched the dvd that was produced by our facils and i saw many 'uh-hum' pictures of myself. ha ha, right so it was quite embarrassing, but we all had a good laugh. ha ha, oh yes, we also talked to our facil and i think uncle is really wise. he is very quiet but he really talk sense into me. thank you uncle! so we took group photos and read warm fuzzies, it was wonderful i must say. and next, shopping. we only had like one hr but it doesn't really affect me. ha ha, the ex-cos took like half an hr just eating, ok i know its me again for eating real slowly, sorry, at least we still had half an hr to shop. ha ha, within half an hr, i bought 2 jap movies and 1 jdorama! whooppee~ so happy! i was like smiling to myself in the bus. ha ha.yeh and finally, it was home sweet home and everyone is safe.
yes, mel and keith tested me on this thinking game and i took quite long to get it. at least i get it ok, so that means i'm not slow. ha ha, oh yes i was really skock when Way Jiunn told lame jokes! ha ha, he is really lame man! ha ha, it was great experience exchanging lame jokes, ha ha! I seriously think the facils have great potential to become the world's lamest man! ha ha. i really love the camp, still can't get over it! ha ha, yeh. thank you so much for everything!
alright, that's pulau tinggi, i shall continue the rest tml!
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