Saturday, August 26, 2006
hey everyone i'm back to blogging!
alright, i know i know you all miss me, haha. sorry for not blogging for so long, well its due to the unworkable computer of mine. Anyway, i'm back now! ha ha, many things happened last few weeks -- tests, SC, 3/4, national day...etc. yeh, i shall not talk about it since its over.
yesterday was quite a bad day for me, well got back my chinese paper, just pass. boo hoo~ what's with my chinese now? its deproving badly and how am i suppose to score an A1 for my 'O' level chinese? rahhh~ yeh, my day started of bad with the chinese paper, then i was suddenly so pissed with my class. ahhh, they just simply don't listen lah, eat in class, use handphone in class... etc. man, why can't they just go with the school rules man? ahhh, make things so difficult for the councilors. yeh, so i was really moody and i didn't have the appetite to eat or drink. yeh so i told cho everything and my eyes was teary already. i didn't wanna cry lah, like me cry? i'm suppose to be the one cheering others up, so why should i even cry and feel sad right? what more cry over these things? Then cho asked me " you wanna cry is it? just cry it out, you will feel better." at first i shook my head, then i couldn't take it anymore, so i ran to the toilet. yeh, man i cried so much! i couldn't really cry out loud, since its the school toilet, so i cried silently. At this time, a group of girls came in and they saw that the cubicle at the end was occupied ( by me of course ) so they wanted to know whether it is really occupied by a human. they were like "hello hello" and see if anybody replies. man, like hello i'm here crying and you all want me to reply to all the helloing? my gosh, break the feel of the cry. ahhh, ok i can't blame them. Well, it indeed felt better after i cried. Great big thanks to Cho, you are always there when i'm down. thanks a lot! yes, then my mood was gradually changing as the day went by and eventually i was back to my normal bubbly self.
alright today, WOW! school to ballet to more ballet and more ballet and more ballet! Firstly i went to school at 7.30 to do the teachers' day present with my com members and the PR com members the i left for ballet at 9.15, grab a drink and then off for ballet at 10. it ended at 12.15 so i rested and ate waffer plus another bread until 1.45. 1.45 was intermediate, danced and stretched, straight after was my class. We did everything, all the exercise including pointe! Without any break, we went on to do jazz with the younger kids, well was fun lah but tiring. then was the 6.15 class which started at like 7pm because we couldn't take it anymore, we were too hungry so we grab a drink and a bun and then went straight for the pointe free class. yes, i was slacking at the first few exercises but eventually i got into the mood. I FORGOTTEN TO CUT MY TOE NAILS! man, plus my pointe shoes are super soft now so i was struggling on pointe. PAIN! however, i like it so i went on despite the pain. yeh, oh we did fouete(sp?) turns on pointe and well it adds on to the pain but at least i could do a few so it wasn't that bad. it ended at 8.20, and then its home sweet home.
WOW i can't believe it, i danced so much today, cool! - sense of achievement- ha ha, yeh that's my day, well i suppose i'm happy and wiser now after going through so many things the past few weeks. i hope i will stay happy always. 5 more days to hongkong trip!
H.O.W in the W.O.W -------- JJ Tan --------
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
hey my friends,
ha ha, yesterday was the first day of my dance performance. Well, its a collabaration with shanghai, so singapore girls performed in total 15 items and shanghai girls 8. Yeh, i'm in 3 of the items, In an instant, mystique and grand valse. yeh in the morning i help relieve kelly's babe class from 10 to 11.30. It was kind of awkward at first because there is another lady who came to relieve too, plus she's from china so yeh i got to do the talking. Man, i just don't know how to handle the kids, luckily the other lady is good at kids. phewwww~ She's not very sure of the dances so i stayed on from 11.30to 12.15 with her for another class which is dancing tots, a class with kids at 2 1/2 years old! Ahh, but i left like at 12.14 because i got to meet the rest to go to victoria theatre for my performance. ok, now i must say, the shanghai girls are wow ok. Even though they are young girls about 9 years old, but smiles and flexibility are wonderful! yeh, so we all started smiling, plus all three of my performing items ( and the three only items of the performance ) are on pointe, so we have to really make our smiles natural despite the pain. ha ha, yes the rehearsal before that was alright, after that we had our make up done. The make up is really thick so thick that when you smile, the wrinkled part will still be wrinkled ( get it? ). Stage make up, what do you expect? yeh, i actually can feel my pores breathing after i wipe of the make up. I'm not kidding, its like literally breathing! ha ha, yes. ok the first show was rather bad lah for us seniors. Firstly for 'In an instant', i fell during my chaine. ( for those who don't know what chaine means its a continuous turn on pointe on both legs, ok or ask me) I didn't fall flat on the ground but fall off my pointe, so i stop, but after that i continued. Yes, its bad, because its very obvious, plus i'm the first one to chaine out of the wings. yeh, some others also did some mistake in this item, but at least our ending was fine. Now for mystique, it was better than "In an instant" i feel, because less ppl made mistake and my attitude turn was finally presentable. ha ha, yes i feel that a lot of ppl like 'Mystique' because of the eerieness also and the dance. yeh, i like 'Mystique' too! Now 'grand valse', the ballet piece. Its my best out of the three because i did not make any mistake and i balance ad all so it was good. However some of my friends fell while turning, i hope they are alright. Yes, i think we will do better today. Today is my second and last show for this performance so wish me luck! Oh yes we took a lot of pics and will take somemore today, hopefully i'll put it up on my blog when i get the pics from my friends.
H.O.W in the W.O.W -------- J J Tan --------
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Friday, August 04, 2006
Hello all,
Thank you so much for all those who tagged me and gave me encouragers. It really made my day! hmmm, but show it at night, so should be make my night. ha ha. Yeh, today the combined marching, well it was ok but we can do better. The marching rehearsal on thursday was better than wednesday. Not everyone came of course but most came so it was ok. Yes, i think i was too hard on them though, basically because i always forget to stop them or let them rest. Ha ha, but still its marching, so they have to train themselves. Alright, now the LAUGHING TREE! Ha ha, yes a lot of them laugh because of me, i made them laugh. I was real lame lah, because i talked to the trees and even like 'made friends' with them, ha ha. I was trying to see whether they will control themselves or not, but in the end all of them burst out laughing. i remembered whem i was a trainee, i was sent to the laughing tree together with neritta, haha. we just couldn't stop laughing and so from laughing tree, we were punished to do jumping jacks. Well it went on and on until we stop laughing. haha. yeh so i introduced the laughing tree to them. Slowly, it turned to laughing bush to laughing grass and finally laughing drain! ok the drain is kind of random but still its suppose to be lame! ha ha, it was tough lah today, and i kind of like scolded my contingent. man, just couldn't stand the unlocked arms, so yeh i shouted at them, " LOCK YOUR ELBOWS! HOW MANY THOUSAND TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU ALL TO LOCK YOUR ELBOWS?!" ok, chill now, i really hope that all of us will do well on tuesday! Counicillors are going to put in their best right? ( echo ~ right) ha ha, oh today during lit, mdm g didn't come, so we went to the canteen to meet mr k. It was damn funny, me and cho kept laughing and laughing over everything. ha ha, such a laughy day! my a maths test was bleah today. ha ha, but i didn't have any string feelings about that so i guess its good. Alright now to all junior councilors: You all are improving, keep it up, don't be complacent too! Yes, when its time to play we'll play with you all as crazy as we can, but when its time to be serious please be serious and know your limits. I know you all understand and will do well, so do your best or else the laughing tree will .....
To all sec 3 councilors: You all are doing well too but also you all have to remember the times where we have to be serious. This will only make things done faster and happier. Yeh, i also think that you all did a good job for marching but still there is room for improvement, so lets strive to our best together!
To all sec3 ex-cos: Thanks a lot for everything and also the help you all have offered! Stay happy ok and not stress up yourself! We can do it! Together with the whole board, we will make the first Student Council a successful one!
To all sec4 ex-cos and seniors: Thank you so so much for all your help and also for tolerating us....ok me! ha ha, i know i tend to get too over sometimes so i'll now learn to tone down. I really appreciate all the hard work you all have put in for us, be it marching, duties or anything. I'm very thankful for knowing all of you and to learn so many different things from you all! Thank you!
yes, i really really hope we will do well in everything, and please we have to work together, hand in hand, so that i'll SC will success! we are all one family, so we cannot lose each other, therefore we must love each other and believe in each other so that we can do well and stay happy! All for one and one for all!
H.O.W in the W.O.W -------- J J Tan --------
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Alright, a really bad start of the day. Firstly, i sleep super early last night, like about 8 and i woke up at 6.15. Ahh, when i woke up, i slowly recalled that i didn't do so many homework and the worse part was, i didn't study for my social studies test! Oh my! so i jumped out of my bed and went on with the preparation. I was panicking while i was bathing and guess what, i took 20 mins just to shower. Oh my, and now the worst, i reach school at 7.17! ahhh, well got scolded of course. *sigh* what is happening to me man, why am i like this? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ok, enough of this, at least something brightened my day, Deanna gave me a card that has Koike Teppei's picture on it. *happy sha la la, its so nice to be happy sha la la* Oh i was so high after i saw the picture. ha ha, yeh so it kind of gave me inspiration when i'm doing my work. hehe, yeh. Nothing much happen today, my ss test was fine, it was SBQ so not that bad, but i didn't finish. man, i never finish SBQ before. yeh, plus i finised my homemork when before coming online. *sense of achievement* ha ha.
--------- H.O.W in the W.O.W J J Tan --------
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