~ Dolphins of the Deep Blue ~

Friday, July 20, 2007

BOO!

ok so i guess i have been feeling really weird these few days. i'm having extreme mood swings again! yeh, it sucks. whatever i do, be it going crazy in class, quarrelling with friends....... i still know that my heart is feeling the same way. its a feeling that is indescribable. at this rate i'm going, i'll do really badly for my O levels. i have not started studying for any subject. i'm starting to panic but i'm not doing anything to ease that feeling. alright, i HAVE to start. i really have to. ok i have to help myself, no one can help me without the support of me, myself and I!
alright, my mind is currently blank and my heart is sinking. its as though i have to hold on to it, if not it may just drop all the way to the floor. it has this sharp pain also whenever it gets "attacked". yeh, i hope this feeling will go away soon. it was so hard for me to smile. this is bad, because my smile is the one that brings me joy and happiness plus onfidence. ok all i can say now is, i can't cheer up because my heart has already sank, not sinking but sank. alright, smile everyone.

~if only i could~

---------------------JJ TAN H.O.W in the W.O.W.----------------------

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