Thursday, June 28, 2007
BOO!
so, school has started and its really time to buck up. ok let's see, 9 weeks to prelims!!! minus off the sleeping time, the chatting time, the build clouds time (haha) and so on, i only left with 45 days to study 7 subjects!!! CHEER! haha, first week of school will be the "finish up your homework" week. let's see, i'm still left with chinese, english, biology and core lit!!! wow! ok i'm so going to die tmr for chinese because i didn't hand in most of the work. yeh, so pls say your last goodbye to me now! if i survive, i will say hello again! haha. SS class test tmr and i haven't study. i tried opening my book, but i'm not sure what to study? yeh, she gave us the question already, so means we just have to study the points for that question. yupp, i feel so lost! oh well....
i feel motivated to study nowadays (with the exception of today :D ), so its good! i can see glimpse of light in front of me! at least no longer surviving in darkness. haha, surprisingly, i feel happier now. maybe because i am able to let go or rather not care. haha, maybe i'm more matured now! yes yes yes. haha, oh and there are so many changes in timetable and other arrangments. I HAVE 15 PERIODS OF MATHS NOW!!! oh my, sucking out all my brain cells. haha, and weeeee PE is now on monday and its no longer the first two periods. oh man! ok, i shall comment about recess too. IT'S SO SO SO SO SO CROWDED AND I HAVE TO QUEUE FOR SO LONG BEFORE I CAN GET MY FOOD! oh and here's an achievement, me and soekiie gobbled down our mee soup and drinks in 5 mins time! how cool is that, esp when somebody with the name of TAN JIA JIA is such a slow eater. haha.
i think lessons are real fun when licky and chiaps doing stupid stuff. haha, and today's chem was finally a good one. i actually learnt something! weeee! hope that all the chem lessons will continue to be like this. yay! oh and i really love to have english oral lessons where i learn how to pronounce the words. i find it really interesting, and its also funny looking at licky pronouncing the words. haha. i guess i just like it. haha.
alright, i shall get going with SS and chinese before i get killed tmr.
~bored~
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Sunday, June 17, 2007
BOO!
Is there a person who is insignificantly significant to you? If that's a yes, then you probably will understand how i feel.
So maybe,
- you just knew that the person likes the same thing as you and does the same thing you like when the person is younger. you only knew that recently and you felt guilty but a sense of closeness.
- you just knew that the person feels lonely at times and hopes that you will be there but you don't even bother to make time for that person, maybe you do but you always dread it.
- you suddenly remember the days you spend together with the person when you were younger and you hope to go back to the past but you know it will never happen. as a result, you feel sad.
- you hope to do something for the person, but you always delay and in the end you just can't be bothered to do it and you just give up. you never once think that it may be too late when you finally want to do something for that person.
- you take that person for granted and you always get influenced and you even started to dislike the person, but everytime when you see that person, you regret feeling that way.
- you forget the person's birthday and you only remembered it the day after. you felt guilty but didn't even call back to ask about the person.
- you suddenly felt that there is nothing to say between the two of you. you feel the awkward silence and you realised that you have to think very hard just to come out with a conversation.
- you want the person to know more about you, but you just can't seem to be able to say out your problems. you suddenly feel that the only way is just to say all the positive things about yourself.
- you feel sad whenever you discuss about the past with that person, the memories that the two of you share are happy, but its the fact that it may not happen again that make you feel sad.
- you realised that you can't crack anymore jokes when you see that person, because it doesn't come out naturally anymore.
- you took a good look at the person's recent photo and you realised that it looked different already. you know that you have to cherish the time with the person but you just don't know how.
- you feel sad whenever you think of the past and you feel like telling that person, but its just so hard. you don't wanna cry infront of that person and so you just try to stop thinking.
Is that how you feel? well maybe. haha, let's talk about my childhood. haha, i remember i always go to the park and i will always cycle there. then i will always play at the playground, it will always be the monkey barre and the swing. i will always try to climb up by the sides of the door in my house and then call for help when i'm stuck. i love the feeling when i'm being lifted up by two people while we hold hands and walk back home after dinner. i always like to be fetched home and not by school bus. i remember always going to the arcade whenever i feel like it and i will spend a long time there. i remember playing basketball, but i couldn't shoot because i was too small. i remember the times i was on my scooter, riding it around the void deck. my mum didn't allow actually, but i just secretly ride it. i remember playing table tennis and always winding whenever i lose the game. haha. i remember being the messenger at home, running room to room just to send simple messagers. i remember going for computer lessons and all i do is just sit there and play games. haha. ok and many many more playful things. haha, so when i was young, i was very playful and naughty. haha, but naughty in the good way. haha, i am always so active and i would run around from place to place and playing all kinds of games i can find. my favourite place is the playground! i love the playground, because that's where i can show off my talent at swinging, balancing ....... yeh, my all time favourie food is curry! haha, and i always love the days when i get to eat my grandma's curry! haha
ok, so you can imagine how adorable i am when i'm young!!! haha, so active and playful! haha, so i guess i am like this now too? haha, yeh.
weeeeeeeee, cycling was so fun yesterday! haha, " eh eh this is zebra crossing!" "haiya whatever lah!" haha. so funny! the sky was so nive yesterday! it seems like the sea and the sky were fused together! haha, so misty but yet so soothing. i just love to stare at the sky, it makes me think. it gives me a sense of comfort and it makes me happy! haha, that's when i will form my cloud house or create my own cloud dance. haha, yeh. i truly think buddyhood is a nice word! haha, and its good to have a buddy.
~happy father's day~
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Friday, June 15, 2007
BOO!
YAY! ok today's a happy day! i watched shrek 3! haha, its so funny! i laugh so much during the movie until my stomach so pain! haha, so funny! i just love that movie! haha. yes so i went out with wei zhen and B2!!! haha, great fun and as usual my favorite jap shop wasn't open! oh man, but i still got high in HMV, after seeing all the jap CDs! haha, yeh and i got so high at the movie section too! so funny! HI, MY NAME IS HARRY POTTER! haha! ok right now, there is this bug that refuses to fly out of my house! and i don't seem to be able to kill it! argh, its giving me goosebumps! haha, ok anyway back to today. haha, we went to kinokuniya too! weeeee, and i saw so many jap books and magazines! haha, and we laughed so much when we were at the learning japanese section. haha, someone actually put that gatsby song as their ringtone!!! haha, I CAN GIVE YOU GATSBY! so funny! oh my, haha, its cool too lah! haha, weeee. yes yes, today is such a fun day! and we squeezed into the mrt train when we were going home. haha, I HAVE A VERY GOOD BALANCING SKILL! YES YES, unlike someone! haha, oops!
HI MY NAME IS HARRY POTTER!
HARRY POTTER IS MY NAME!
SO WHAT'S MY NAME? HARRY POTTER!
SO HARRY POTTER IS..? MY NAME!
AND SO I AM HARY POTTER!
haha, ok that's crap lah, but its so funny! haha, weeeeeeee! laugh laugh laugh! weeeeeee! i'm going cycling tmr with B2! weeeeeeeeee! can't wait! cycle cycle cycle! haha.
oh saturday is coming! and i'm so glad that we finished the dance! oh oh oh, and i'm dancing for pris!!! haha, so cool right? pris is singing the duet with another guy and we are her backup dancer! haha, weeeeee! combine rehearsal this sat! i'm quite scared, plus we are going there on our own, haha, ok we can do it! hope that we will not make any mistakes! practice before hand ok! haha! weeeeeee! i think the dance turned out quite ok, haha. not bad not bad!
TMR ------- MUGGING, CYCLING, BALLET..........THE END!
~ha ha ha~
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Tuesday, June 12, 2007
BOO!
oh my, i am so exhausted! guess i'm too busy. haha, oh am i just making myself busy? haha, anyway an achievement today. i'm suppose to choreograph a 4min 43secs dance by today! but i didn't of course, i'm not so super, haha. at least i covered 3mins and 30secs. haha, yay! i just knew that i have to choreograph it only today! oh my, i got a shock of my life when my teacher pass me the cd and tell me about this. oh my my! haha, i am so stress? haha, but it was fun even though my brain cells are all sucked out! haha, weeeee. just pray hard that it will work out and the combine rehearsal is this saturday! oh my! haha. ok, i must say i'm quite please with what i have done so far, though its a little messy. haha, hope that things will be better and that i can come out with better and nicer steps! weeee!
haha, i feel like going cycling! i just love cycling now. haha, wind wind wind! haha. oh i realised that i don't have much time left to catch up with my school work and i'm starting to panic? i always get so frightened whenever i think of my O levels. what if i do badly? what if i can't get into the school that i want? do i still have time left? can i do it? oh man!
ok so meeting on wednesday, ok frankly speaking, i don't really feel like going. haha, oh man, the third day of the third week! argh~ meant for shrek 3 lah. ok anyways, its important so i shall drag myself there. haha.
i think the sec 3 councillors are doing a good job on the racial harmony day skit. weeee, good good! haha, keep it up yeh, hope that the skit will turn out well and hope that ms T will approve it. well done!
weeeeeeee, ok i hope i can cover many chapters of all my work and improve at least 3 grades for each subject! i have to anyway, O levels is like 4 months away? oh my, that's so fast! ahhhh, and i still have gazillion homework to do! ok ok, I can do it! go go go! i shall devote my time to study and mug all the way! yes yes! weeeee! haha.
~study hard~
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
YO!
weeeee, i can't express how high i am now! haha. i just came back from ballet and i think today was a tiring but great day. first was school then was teachers' course then jazz class and finally ballet class! weeeee, the best part is, i didn't bring my towel! haha, so cool hurh! haha. anyway, i am aching really badly now and i think it will be worse tmr. haha, oh well, i like the pain so its alright.
so council camp just ended not long ago and it was great fun, in fact the best camp i have ever gone to. haha, ok because i thought the bond in the council was so great that i just can't stop being happy! weeeee, so first day was fine, the sec 4s and 5s had to go for structured lessons first, oh man! haha, then council camp for us officially starts at 2.30! haha, oh and my group is SEISHOU ! weeeeee, it means spirit in jap and my group is suppose to be one spirit! yeh, and weeeeeee my group members consist of VICKI, MELISSA, AMANDA, JING HONG, AVELYN, HEIDI, CELESTE, NURUL, GILLIAN and not forgetting but partner SANAM ! WEEEEE, yeh cool group. haha, though the first night was rather uh-hem, but at least we realised how much the seniors have supported us! i really thank the seniors for their help and their support. i am so glad that they contributed whole-heartedly and helped us so much during the camp and also while planning for the camp! alright so i couldn't sleep the first night, haha, partly was due to the icy cold atmosphere in the gym! haha, yeh. anyway, i was in charge of morning call and i successfully accomplished my job! Aren't you all happy for me? haha, i am so proud of myself! haha, oh yes second day was fun, i led the exercise and it was great fun. haha, happy aching to all of you after the "ballet" session! haha, weeeee, yeh, i think the best part was the water games, i got so high lah. haha, i love getting wet so water games are really cool! haha, yeh, and oh yes yes then we had to clear up and Vicki and hinna showed us a performance, haha. it was hilarious man and so they decided to perform during the campfire! haha, so funny, i literally roll on the floor! haha. yeh and finally campfire! weeeee, so fun, oh yeh once again i was so high! haha, the cheers were so fun and i think i sort of lose my voice after leading the cheers. weeeeee, oh and then half way through Cheryl came to help me and she did her spastic cheer! haha, oh i think the best part was the friendship dance, at the last part i got quite emotional and i suddenly realised that its my last year in KC! oh my my. ok then home sweet home but some of us stayed to clear up. haha, thanks a lot for all the warm fuzzies! i love them! i always feel so good when reading the warm fuzzies. no wonder its called warm fuzzies, because it gives you and makes you feel warm!
sorry for not giving any warm fuzzies, i really had no time to write. yeh, but i want all of you to know how grateful i am! i wanna thank all the juniors and trainees for being so enthu about every activities and also trying to get high during the campfire. i wanna thank SEISHOU for having such good team spirit although we were the last. haha, SEISHOU SEICHILL! i wanna thank the seniors for always being there for us to support us! the seniors are so supportive! you guys are great! without you all, i don't we can go through the whole camp. without all of your joy and laughter, the camp will not be fun. without all of your encouragement and enthusiasm, we won't be able to plan such a great night walk! whatever it is, i really wanna thank all the seniors! thank you ex cos, for always being there for me. thank you for going through all the tough time together. although sometimes there may be misunderstandings, but we somehow or rather can always pull through. thank you Cheryl for always being there to support and encourage me. always there to make sure everything is fine. thank you for always show your commitments towards all the things! thank you Wei zhen for always being there for me and hearing me out. thank you for sharing too. i guess we became closer through the camp. thank you for always accompanying me when we buy food and all. thank you soek khern for understanding me! thank you for always lending your wonderful ear and allowing me to have fun too! i am glad we are feeling better now. thank you Victoria for being with me during the night walk. we spend our night in the pitch dark council room playing cards and chatting. thank you for always being my ballet friend! thank you priscilla for always getting so high with me. thank you for always being so lame during the music game. thank you crystal for always doing stupid things that will make me laugh! thank you for choosing my cap too with andrea. haha, thank you andrea tjoe for always doing stupid actions with me. thank you for lending me your shoulder during the campfire.thank you for your support! thank you alicia tan for always laughing at my lameness. thank you for pulling through so well. really, i am really glad to see that we all have bonded with each other so much, especially the ex cos and the seniors. i feel so happy every time i see the seniors walk pass me and greeting me with the "i will follow you" song. haha, especially Vicki and keshia(hope i spelled your name correctly) haha. i am not really camp sick, but i am just happy to always recall about the camp. thank you so much councillors! weeeeee! thank you for making my days at camp such an enjoyable and fun one!
yay, Thursday is coming and i am going to cycle again! weeeeee, i love cycling! haha, and i will see my cloud house and hear stories! weeeeee, go go go! haha, i feel so motivated to do everything now, i am so happy! thank you to all those who made my day and days. haha, i am really grateful for that you all have done! oh yes, thank you B2 for being such a good friend! i am really glad to be able to know you! you have always lend me your ears and your shoulders to comfort me and make me feel better. you never fail to make me laugh and make me happy. thank you for always being so supportive and encouraging, at least i know someone is there for me. thank you for always wasting your time just to accompany me, thank you for always being so concern. thank you for all the things you have done for me. thank you for being my friend!
oh ya, i just have to say this ----- i killed 3 cockroaches during the camp!
~THANK YOU~
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