~ Dolphins of the Deep Blue ~

Friday, May 11, 2007

YO!

bleahhh~ MYE! driving me crazy man! guess i started studying a little too late. wait, not a little, very late! ha ha, so i kind of flunk all my papers. ha ha, maybe except for maths? ha ha, oh and paper two was fine today but thanks to me, i lost 2o marks because i didn't finish the paper! i don't know why but i was so nervous before and during the exam. my hands were trembling? yeh, and i couldn't draw my locus properly lah. i spent 20 to 30 mins just on that stupid locus question! bleah~ i was so angry with myself that i kept banging the table. oh and i kept TSK-ing, ha ha, not forgetting talking to myself! ha ha, sorry Daryl, guess i talked too loud and it affected you? Sorry! my heart was beating so fast and i felt so breathless! oh my, ha ha, i never ever felt so nervous for an e maths paper before! i crushed my paper in frustration, so it was rather loud. ha ha, i think i was the nosiest girl during the exam lah. ha ha.
oh yes, yesterday's core lit paper two was horrible! i can't even smell F9! it's that bad ok. i even had time to stare into space and plan my schedule for the time after exam. ha ha. i did the paper with much anger because the night before i read through lime-tree bower and when i was doing the paper, i couldn't remember any of my points! bleah, and section A was worse, i actually handed in a crashed before paper. ha ha, so funny. bleah.
hope that my a maths papers will be fine, plus its the last two already, so i hope i will end my last ever mid -year exam in kc with a good note. english oral should be fine, not much to worry for.
i think i can spot chapters and questions very well. ha ha, so far i spotted all the chapters. YAY! HOWEVER, i didn't study those that i spotted! WOW! except for ss, the rest i didn't study those chapters i spotted. i just knew that they will come out lah, but i just didn't care i guess. or maybe i just didn't believe my gut feel. bleah, should have listen to myself! fine, i shall burn my june holidays with ballet and books!!!
i can't wait for exams to be over! i swear i'll exercise till i drop! ha ha, i feel like going to ECP! i wanna run run run! exercise! oh and i can't wait for my bike to come! wooo hooo~ yay! hey B2, i'll be able to cycle with you after i get my bike! woo hoo! yay. i guess, i have thought through my problems and am fine already? yeh, i really feel thankful for all my friends and some of my teachers for giving me the support and listening ear. yeh, i guess its not really troubling me anymore. ha ha, good thing yeh? ha ha, i have learn to look and concentrate on the positive things and not care about the negative stuff so much. anyway, my life is controlled by me, i make the final decision to the path in my life. external influences will only aid me to my decision, they cannot force me or decide for me, whatmore they have their own life to worry for. yay!
its not easy to lead a happy life, yet everyone wants to take up that challenge. well me too, anything we go through is worth it, that's how we learn to treasure our life even more. i don't think its greedy to keep seeking for more happiness, cause that's what brightens our life. The pursuit of happiness will never end, it will continue forever, cause that's the challenge that i decided to accept in life. we live to be happy that's why!

~It's my life~

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