Tuesday, February 27, 2007
STRESS! STRESS! STRESS! STRESS! STRESS!
everything is just running through my head, i don't even know how i am feeling right now, sad? angry? relieve? ahhh, i hate this feeling, i keep thinking about all the things that are happening in my life now, it really sucks ok! argh~ practically everyday there is something that irritates me, just a matter of whether its big or small. why is life like this at the last year of secondary school? isn't it suppose to be the most enjoyable yet stress year? why is it that there is nothing for me to look forward to in school? What am i? i don't even know the true feelings or emotions i have everyday, i just laugh and sob at the same time! ahhh, i'm having severe mood swings which i don't even know why! ahhhh, everything in my life now is revolving in the bad way and i just can't find a time to really rest, i need to catch my breath first before i can move on. CAs are killing me and have never ever been so stressed out before, i think i caused all the problems! not only making myself feel stressed out, i also cause myself to feel the way i should never ever feel, argh~ I can't find the innocence in me anymore, i'm forced to become mature and think maturely. i don't want it to be that way, what's wrong with them, i'm only 15 going to 16, i don't know a lot of things yet and i can't control peoples' thoughts! I HATE THIS !
LIFE IS LIKE A STRAW, BECAUSE IT SUCKS! thanks for that anyway, it made me laughed.
~Confused~
------------------------- JJ Tan H.O.W in the W.O.W ---------------------------
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