Saturday, August 26, 2006
hey everyone i'm back to blogging!
alright, i know i know you all miss me, haha. sorry for not blogging for so long, well its due to the unworkable computer of mine. Anyway, i'm back now! ha ha, many things happened last few weeks -- tests, SC, 3/4, national day...etc. yeh, i shall not talk about it since its over.
yesterday was quite a bad day for me, well got back my chinese paper, just pass. boo hoo~ what's with my chinese now? its deproving badly and how am i suppose to score an A1 for my 'O' level chinese? rahhh~ yeh, my day started of bad with the chinese paper, then i was suddenly so pissed with my class. ahhh, they just simply don't listen lah, eat in class, use handphone in class... etc. man, why can't they just go with the school rules man? ahhh, make things so difficult for the councilors. yeh, so i was really moody and i didn't have the appetite to eat or drink. yeh so i told cho everything and my eyes was teary already. i didn't wanna cry lah, like me cry? i'm suppose to be the one cheering others up, so why should i even cry and feel sad right? what more cry over these things? Then cho asked me " you wanna cry is it? just cry it out, you will feel better." at first i shook my head, then i couldn't take it anymore, so i ran to the toilet. yeh, man i cried so much! i couldn't really cry out loud, since its the school toilet, so i cried silently. At this time, a group of girls came in and they saw that the cubicle at the end was occupied ( by me of course ) so they wanted to know whether it is really occupied by a human. they were like "hello hello" and see if anybody replies. man, like hello i'm here crying and you all want me to reply to all the helloing? my gosh, break the feel of the cry. ahhh, ok i can't blame them. Well, it indeed felt better after i cried. Great big thanks to Cho, you are always there when i'm down. thanks a lot! yes, then my mood was gradually changing as the day went by and eventually i was back to my normal bubbly self.
alright today, WOW! school to ballet to more ballet and more ballet and more ballet! Firstly i went to school at 7.30 to do the teachers' day present with my com members and the PR com members the i left for ballet at 9.15, grab a drink and then off for ballet at 10. it ended at 12.15 so i rested and ate waffer plus another bread until 1.45. 1.45 was intermediate, danced and stretched, straight after was my class. We did everything, all the exercise including pointe! Without any break, we went on to do jazz with the younger kids, well was fun lah but tiring. then was the 6.15 class which started at like 7pm because we couldn't take it anymore, we were too hungry so we grab a drink and a bun and then went straight for the pointe free class. yes, i was slacking at the first few exercises but eventually i got into the mood. I FORGOTTEN TO CUT MY TOE NAILS! man, plus my pointe shoes are super soft now so i was struggling on pointe. PAIN! however, i like it so i went on despite the pain. yeh, oh we did fouete(sp?) turns on pointe and well it adds on to the pain but at least i could do a few so it wasn't that bad. it ended at 8.20, and then its home sweet home.
WOW i can't believe it, i danced so much today, cool! - sense of achievement- ha ha, yeh that's my day, well i suppose i'm happy and wiser now after going through so many things the past few weeks. i hope i will stay happy always. 5 more days to hongkong trip!
H.O.W in the W.O.W -------- JJ Tan --------
bubbles left at
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