~ Dolphins of the Deep Blue ~

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Today, well i felt quite down at the beginning but i returned to my bubbly me during math. ha ha, trigo! Interesting, at least its not as boring as functions. my god, i nearly fell asleep in all the function lessons. yeh, today's PC lesson was on infactuation and love. hmmm, sometimes i really wonder how i'll get into a relationship. ha ha, maybe because i haven't really fall for any guy, that's why. well, assembly was cool. An ex-kcian, Sabrina Low came to gave us a talk on love ( wow, love again. 4 straight periods on love ). It was really interesting, maybe because her age is closer to ours therefore she can relate better. oh yeh, she is really convincing, i bet a lot of us really like listen to what she say. yeh, the talk was about some relationship, mutation, lesbianity, abortion and her life. Its really cool and it kept all the students awake! That's good, so we councillors don't have to keep waking girls up.
Well, i really question myself on the role of being an ex-co. Can i really do it? i haven't been looking to my duty in charge. How am i going to ask my fellow councillors to be on time when i myself is always late for duties when i'm a junior? ahhh, i tried real hard to wake up early, my friends even helped me by giving me morning calls. Anyway, that's in the past, i kind of overcome this problem, but only for school. Yeah, i'm really trying very hard. What really hurt me is when i'm trying, they don't see, but when i happen to be late, they will lose faith in me again. ahhh, i'm not perfect you know, how I hope i'll not be late anymore, not even once! The councillors must be in school by 7.10am, and i'm in school like at 7.05am now. Good, but people will be late right, and when i'm late, i always get the hurting and uncomfortable eye despite being early for like 3 consecutive weeks. ahhh, can i really be a good ex-co? Can I? What am i going to do? i'm so unprepared and this wednesday is like already my first kc circuit meeting together with my W.O.W ( World Of Welfare ) ppl. Yeah, i hope things will not go wrong, i hope i can excel as the H.O.W ( Head Of Welfare ).

H.O.W in the W.O.W ---------- J J Tan -----------

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